HELLO!!!!! NEW year 2010 is HERE!!.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
A.P. A.P. does not stand for ariel pereira.. but stands for attitude prblm.. haiz.. i guess teenage life is really d tyme tt shapes our life's character d most erh? either that, or.. just tt this year is d year tt ppl start to show their true colours i guess..
while some pl have improved frm A.P. , and hardly ever has this prblm now:):)others hav just gone down d drains. .or maybe they were down alrdy.. but i jsut didnt peak in to notice... haiz.. A.P, A.P. A.P, A.P, this is not really a good thing to hve, but taken in d rite outlook, it can b learning n a learning process whereby we learn more abt it/how to cope wif it.. n all tt stuff.. n we change fir d better n becm a better person from who we were,,, shedding our pupa n ascending into d air, more confident than ever, wiht our brightly coloure wings(morals n knowledge, maturity, good $attuitude.. etc.. )
yupp i know u must b findin it weird yi am am @ this topic write now. . d dae before mye.. but. i am..
(i am who i am.. tell mi how i am(weaknesses etc.. but dun try to change mi... cuz onli i can change myself:):))
chee gin n chen qiang(?) i think it is.. they saw happi todae @ d park when my sis brought him down..:):):) !!!!!!.. hahas, chee gin' cq said happi was CUTE!!!!!:):) HAHAHAHAS.. yay!!!!! lols.. ok.. :):) hahas.. lols.. nothing other than tt to say:) lols
MYE IS up.. hmm.. i have jsut realised it 20 seconds ago.. should i mug? ,,, hmm.. is it too late?! hahas.. :):)
hmm.. n should i change place or not. . jinli told mi to stay where made mi happy.. hmm.. d prblm is.. BOTH places are gd with mi.. everyone is nice after all.. with d exception of one in class.. O_O hmm.. i dunno.. i kinda prefer my current seat.. smhow.. cuz.. teachers in front.. den.. they will push mi to study.. ::)
xx signed off at 3:08 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
gosh.. met my dad.. THATS IT FOR MI.. jinli n i met him.. @ 736.. gosh.. n he was on his motorbike.. i know he saw mi.. n.. well tonight i really have to sleep early.. to avoid his questions later when he comes hm.. haiz.. living in guilt these daes..
Have you ever wondered for moment who you were, what you were to do in life, what your existence? I guess most teenagers can relate to that. At some point of your life, you will just look back and wonder, "what have i done for d last XXX years of my life?" "was it worthwhile fruitful and interesting? " "who's life have i really affected both in positive and negative ways?" well, i am no different. These thoughts have crossed my mind more than once.
Teenage life is usually the most crucial part of the stages in life in my opinion as this is where you at the peek at the forks of roads. everywhere you turn, there is a whole other path on that never ending ever winding stretch of road. We as teenagers are now standing at d fork of d road, n now everything is foggy. every path is unclear, while some are obviously more foggy than the others. where else some are more clear... d narrow paths seems to be more rough, while d ever winding roads are more smooth....... ... well.. if u were mi.. wad would u do? OK. forget u r not mi.. if u were u.. wad road would u choose?? d smooth and wide road? or d tough narrow roads which is more clear? ...... ................ .............. ..................... ........
i dont really know abt you, but i will most likely choose d narrow path.. however. this road is more bumpy, which means it will take more of my hardwork n stuff to get mi out of this fog. how long it will take i dunno.. but wad i am sure is.. no one said it was easy, but hey.. it is not hw easily one gets through smth tt makes a person grow stronger, (mentally etc.)..(of cuz it is gd if u can have high AQ) But more so it is how a person learns frm each and every experience ...
not going ot end on a high note cuz now i am not feelin up to it.. so.. T.T n bye
hmm.. so.. just gt off the phone with ccy.. wth........ ...... dun ask mi how i gt his number. dun ask mi y i called him.. ok.. mayb i will answer to tt.. GUILT.. i guess.. haiz.. but.. HIS younger sis sounds so.. so so cute!!!!!!!!!:) HAHAS.. noth lik him i guess..:)..luckily.. jkjk..
den... tmr is SYF!!! i dunno if iam prepared. i doubt so.. but hey.. now is not d tyme...:) hmm.. gt b in sch byt..7 am.. alldressed in choir gown.. n ... make up.. gosh.. make up.. i guess. i am goign to b in sch by 6.25 tmr..
den.. hmm......... todae was emoing. in a way.. though in front of ppl.. didnt want to seem like it.. :):) so went to d playground near my hm. after sch.. (d community park) swung tt wheel thing rounds n rounds, getting faster each time.. this kinda always works for mi as... . well... d adreline rushin through my mind kinda lik.. makes all my worries fade away(yeah i know.. kinda lik drugs rite?! hahas.. running continuously will have d same effect on sm other ppl) den.. stopped d swing.. den thought abt everything most ppl said to mi todae.. thought abt sm problems. thought abt lit. thought abt almost everythin i guess... well, except for hmwk!:) hahas.. den... met that china boy again...( ooh.. not tt i am being racist... but i dunno his name) btw.. this guy is frm.. HUAMIN! WOW.. sam.. don.. tsktsk.. poor things..:)HAHAS.. JKJK.. :) wad a future generation.... hahas. joking... joking.. :):)
hmm. i was just bloghopping.. n.. i guess wad?? i passed ziyi's blog . d one frm peixin:) hahas.. now can get at sm one alrdy:) ... den frn her blog, bloghopped to jieliang,.. den.. JULINA!:) ..hahas.. yupps.. i am quite sure tt she is juline's sis n juliana's sis i ghuess, uz she is frm.. yishun town... n.. her hotmail starts with ang:) hahahas.. yupps i know.. not many will find this interesting.. but with nothing better things ot do in life(studying certainly isnt) ... i just cant help it!:)
ooh.. n den there is d lit thing.. it is not really stressful so far i guess.. n.. i think i may have ot nack out of d elements competition this year.. since,,, well.. d play is going ot take up most of my time..:) ... tt's quite predictable:) .... anyways it for lit so its okay :):) any way.. kinda looking forward ot it. cuz i guess there would b fun:)
den.. well.. todae i went to.. my gradnma's hm.. for easter... ... :):) hahas.. andrea is getting prettier n cute n more adorable at d same time . shes such a dear.... ooh.. n my "tutor" Erica.. was there:):) hahas.. talking abt maths.. maths test i two days~ n.. Erica(my cosin) kinda expects mi to get... i dunno a 90 and above??! .. hahas. last year it may have been a little possible. but this year.. i dunno.. but hey.. if i stop talkin now.. i get ot work.. it may b possible.. n .. i have yet to read my sci notes.. great.. just great... nvm.. at least todae is a better dae.. as compared ot yesterdae!
i cant wait for tmr!:) hahas.. tt is cuz i have changed mi seat!>> i know tt i shouldnt be so mean.. but hahas. .... ......
shanice was so cute todae @ class.. hahas.. so innocent! n.. we had to taste roasted lamb, vegetable with salted veg, unleavened bread(not risen), apples+cinnemion++ many other weird stuff mxed together, ham with sm bitter herbs... d drink tt i liked among all (grapejuice!) shanice couldnt wait to eat d food(d lamb) lols,,
after d clas, waited for sis n mom.. saw emmanuel(sec1) n marieanne(sec3).. marieanne was still enthu abt 10th anniversary.. n.. well.. i think i was too.. emmanuel was kinda surprised to c mi.. (?).........
hmm.. den mi mum went hm with us.. met xuewen n annie @ northpoint... eaten lunch.. n here!:)
thats all .. i guess.. yupps.. i know.. i am havin a low life now..:):)
lets c.. todae.. well.. 2 april is/was my great-grand fathers bdae(mums fathers father) ... i didnt know it till, last sat/sun. my grandpa suddenly told mi mum tt on 2april was his fathers bdae. ooookk.. hahas..
lets c.. tmr is chen qiangs bdae.. ooh..!.. TALKKING abt bdaes.. winnie's present! i have to pass it to her tmr.. owe her for a month already(todae si a month) . .. n there si qc's presen.. n beverly's present.. n.. coming up in april, wilson's present(10th) ... yisi's present.. 13th april is somebody's bdae(who's?.. i cant rmber.. ) in may i have.. erm.. carene's bdae(17), Yi Qian(20th), amandae khoo(21st) ..... hmm.. i really cnt remeber any more already..
hmm.. so. 10th anniversary is tmr...... mi mum n dad wil be coming.. (is tt gd or bad? ) hahas... anyway..erm. yesterdae n d dae before it was so funny. ... i was walking down d steps with wilson and carene yesterdae, after d rehearsal. i walked with carene n gandeep d previous dae, after d rehearsal as well... d weird thing tt happened was when they saw mi dad n his "pissed" off expression.. they immediately, d three of them immediately stopped their comversation.. n just.. kinda went away,. ... i find tt kinda.... WEIRD(?),, hahas.. ..... dots... . ..... yupps.. i know,, smtimes mi dad can b scary.. but he is generally OKAY..:):)
i thinktt is all i gt time for.:) .. may continue sm other dae.. if feeling lik it..
GD LUCK TO ALL TMRIN D CONCERT! all d best N JIA YOU!!!!!!!!:)